Thursday, June 18, 2009

sometimes the waiting is the worst

the tension of not knowing and waiting are beginning to take their toll on everyone - at home, not at home, all of us. will this sneeze be her last? what if she goes into a coma again? is she in transition? is hospice necessary? is she going to be with us tomorrow? next week? next month? will she live to see my children? will she live to see the baby grow up, take his first steps, talk, say I love you? is she in pain? is she not in pain? is this it? is this just the beginning? y si esto es el principio del final? Dios, que vamos a hacer sin ella?

ay abuela. una cosa yo la tengo bien clara...yo te extran~are.

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